I have accepted the fact that I am a sinner, believe in Jesus literally like the bible says, but also accept that all of our emotions, needs, and desires are part of our life experience and should be embraced and enjoyed. I still dont see the creation story as literal, too much science to believe things happened that way. I enjoy sex, strong drink, and acquiring wealth, and still believe in the bible. I guess that makes me the Anti Christ.
I just refuse to live a miserable life...