This will be the only time I will post this and the last time I will post in this part of the forum.
When I was in school for computer/electrical science I had no idea what the heck was going on. What my teachers and the books I read made no sense to me. In truth I was lost. I kept going and trying to understand it all. One day in class it all made sense to me "JUST LIKE THAT" boom I understood what it was that I had spent years learning. I am very good at what I do, and I always think back to this point of my life. Sometimes people are not at the same point you are.
When it comes to a GOD for me it is much like that I had when in collage. I did not understand or had not thought of certain things in a way that made logic. To me everything needs to have a reason, WHY? I will always ask why to the day I die.
Call it what you want but GOD.."Jesues" to be more specific came to me in that same way. Not sure if many of you have spent time thinking (school or whatever) but it was a truth to me that was stronger then anything I have ever thought of. Was it just my brain or body that needed that? I can only say to you all that it was more powerfull in my life then anything that has happened to me before.